Weazel2006 Posted September 21, 2022 Share Posted September 21, 2022 I am wondering if i am insane right now. Ive always had bad anxiety and never worked. I am feeling like ove avoided life and expected i to be fine without realizing how bad the circumstance. I was diagnosed with autism but am extremely scared im lazy. Its lidke i never took lofe serious and lived on benefits. I never knew how to be in society and i dont know who i am or if im bad or wanted my own way. People say i dont have to work but i see everyone who does and i feel im scum I dont know 9 to 5.. i feel like ive destroyed my life and never gave myself the chance. How can i keep alive in a world i rejected. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 14, 2022 Author Share Posted October 14, 2022 I am going insane with guilt and dont know how to stop thinking the way i am. Is anyone here the same. I feel extremely anxious all the time and have never had a paying job People tell me its ok and in truth i can barely do house work and look after my daughter. Thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SFBeca Posted October 15, 2022 Share Posted October 15, 2022 Hi @Weazel2006 - I hope you are okay, it sounds like you're going through a tough time. Life isn't just about work, do you have any hobbies or activities you like? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 15, 2022 Author Share Posted October 15, 2022 Im scared stiff to do anything...i barely move. Its like i expected to do nothing but be on computer and keep a house. The world frowns on all that. Ive never been not anxious because of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 19, 2022 Author Share Posted October 19, 2022 Im sorry to everyone that has ever payed for me to exist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Norbert Posted October 19, 2022 Share Posted October 19, 2022 No need to be sorry, I'm happy for you to take your time and look after your daughter. We're all different and only fools judge others. The truth is almost no one is looking at you and judging you, they are too busy with their own doubts and worries. Do talk to your doctor if things don't get better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 19, 2022 Author Share Posted October 19, 2022 All i ever wanted. Im so scared of government and people...i cant think straight anymore. I got it all wrong...best intention but badly wrong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 20, 2022 Author Share Posted October 20, 2022 I dont understand when people say work isnt everything. I feel very scared to even go out cause my brain keeps shunting between work shy and just not wanting too . How do you even begin to cope if youve never had a proper 9 to 5.. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
onewheeldave Posted October 20, 2022 Share Posted October 20, 2022 51 minutes ago, Weazel2006 said: I dont understand when people say work isnt everything. I feel very scared to even go out cause my brain keeps shunting between work shy and just not wanting too . How do you even begin to cope if youve never had a proper 9 to 5.. I've just tried to pm you with a link to potential help, but got the message 'Weazel2006 cannot receive messages'. I believe this happens when a members inbox is full and needs emptying, if you could check if that is so and delete some of them, then I can send you the link. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Weazel2006 Posted October 20, 2022 Author Share Posted October 20, 2022 Ok i will do that now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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